Whenever something catches up to me, usually karma, I feel the need to make some sort of major change. But now, I’m stating to give up on that, on everything. I’m ready to just say the hell with it all and lean back and just watch things happen I don’t want to be in control of my life anymore. I don’t want anybody to, but especially now, I just want to watch things happen, in a stationary place.
My parents found out I lied. So instead of telling them the truth of where I was. I made up a story about how I am a lesbian and ran off to win back the girl of my dreams. It filled in all of my alibi gaps. No questions asked.